Partner left after 9 yrs - reconciled now married!

[AliSuddenly]

Thanks guys for all your encouragement!

Well, the homebirth was off as it turned out last week (36 weeks) that the baby was breech .. I cried for a few days and then we saw the Consultant who offerd me an ECV (external emanual turning!)... which is scary, risky and hurts like hell apparently. So I went for it ! Whats 3 minutes of pain compared to a cesearean !???

And it worked !! They managed to turn the baby on Monday. I am now paranoid and watchful in case it turns back, but at least the homebirth is back on, phew.

And I am less scared now... I refused the muscle relaxant injection that supposed to make it hurt less and I had a little go on the gas and air, but I didnt like it.. so I coped with the agony with just my golden breath yoga breathing and it worked ! So that has made me more confident. The Con said I was very determined and had a very stong mind and very motivated... I said to H after, I know that now, because I never gave up on you and us for a second when we were apart.. I had an absolute conviction that we would reunite even when others thought I was crazy.