Thanks 2step, you're right. Very hard, but very rewarding. It's a shame it took all of this for us to look at ourselves and start correcting our weaknesses. But it's never too late. Good change, is good change, regardless of when.
So W and I had a little texting match again tonight. Initiated by her again. I have to admit, I thought it was passed her window and she wouldn't do it tonight, but she did.
No pic of D this time. Just chit-chat. No details really worth mentioning other than one. A rather dirty joke she made.
It was funny, don't get me wrong. But to throw in anything sex related is noteworthy I guess.
It all lasted about a half hour, with her inititating the goodbye this time. I've usually done this, but I thought I would see where things went tonight.
Even during all of this I was thinking (and I know this is probably NOT something I should think about) about how her (at the time) EA started off through TM.
I almost feel like OM right now. It's weird.
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