The tricky part in all this is for her not to come back because she FAILED financially.
Honestly 9 this is not a concern for me at all. She is pretty proud and would rather eat grass than to come back because of money. Of this I am sure.
Do I want her back?
That is a good question.
I miss her and I do love her
At this point it would be as much a choice for me as it would for her. It would be a challenge for both of us I guess if I ever get there I would have to think about what I would do. If I was still M the answer would be clear but since I am not it becomes a little murky.