Who am I now?

[irishblessings]

Brooklyn - you are always the kindest, most thoughtful person. I am so grateful.

I have always been a survivor. A glass half-full person. You want me on your team. I am creative - I am a problem solver. I can make lemonade out of lemons. I can make you smile.

I have lost those skills. I truly gave my heart and soul to this man and when he left those aspects left as well. It's almost been a year and I don't feel any better. I see everyone getting better - everyone other than me.

I feel completely alone because I lost the one person I thought truly loved me and would never leave - let alone find love and happiness with someone else.

I don't want to sound like a broken record - nor do I want to sound like a whining, self-pitying pathetic woman. But I'm afraid that's who I am and I know that i am going to start losing what little support system I have in place because I'm not getting any better. I