25, yes your words brought a lot of truth to me......I want to get it. I am trying I am really. Things are just swirling in my head nothing makes sense right now. I cant seem to get into words what I am trying to say. Everything is coming out wrong. I know this is her pain and I have no right to claim any of that. I am a reliable man but have hurt so many...I never ment to convey that my pain was greater than hers. I will never know the depth of her pain or sense of anger she feels. The problem is she hasnt really told me much so I can only speak from my prospective.
I havent mentioned my kids because I dont want to discuss my children on the internet. Not that pedophiles or anything of the sort hang out in this chat, but I am just uncomfortable discussing them here. I know that is strange but in my line of work I have seen some awful things occur to children. I protect those children with my life....everyday. I hope that you can understand. I hope that some of this made sense. Please know that you made a lot sense to me and have given me tons to think about.
