You have 3 of the wisest dbers on this board. Please listen to them. STOP trying to justify and look within , you might not like what you see and it may take time, but thats where the work begins.
Shakespeare always has a tragic flaw for his heroes. Mine is impatience. Dont let this be yours as well. You are in a position that many of us would love to be in. Patience Patience Patience. And when that start to get trying for you, be even more patient.
LISTEN to them , they are wise and are not here to be your best firend, they are here to get you to look inside in hopes that you will help yourself in the long run.
Sometimes its not pleasant to hear, but it is necessary.
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