Sorry that you are here I am going thur the same thing right now. I am in the same house and it is very hard some times because I dont even want to look at him. I will be here for a long time in order to save money up to move out. I just live one day at a time and try as hard as I can not to let him see how unhappy I am.
Dcz, Same with me, if I feel like I'm going to cry then I wait till he's gone to sleep or I go inside another room before I burst out.
I feel like if I stay here longer in the same house my heart will just keep on breaking. I know the longer I stay here there might be a good chance we will be arguing constantly. H has a temper and very short fuse.
Today we have our C session and truth be told, I'm scared of what will happen. It could go either way. Part of me is glad he is going and part of me isn't. He is going for all the wrong reasons.
Me: 28 H:30 M:19/03/09 Renewed vows in home country: 19/03/10 Together: 7 1/2 years Married : 2yr 3 months S:26/06/10 reconciliation started: 1/10/10 Separation 2: 4/5/2011
