This is definitely true. This is HARD. I like the line "It's not complicated, but it's not easy"
I do understand how hard it must be after the expectations you had. I don't blame you for having them, it DID seem like everything was in place.
But you did it before man, you can do it again. It's been brought up about breaking it down into smaller pieces, I think this is a GREAT idea. Today I will do X. During the next 3 days, I will do Y. And keep going from there.
When we look at it as a whole, it IS daunting.
I went from feeling really positive to having to go through the D papers today. First time I have looked at them since being served. It is HARD. Reality, hope, expectations, timelines, baby steps, moving forward, moving backwards, feeling good, feeling bad, excited, dissapointed, yada yada yada. This is what we are dealing with.
Ever seen the movie "Smoky and the Bandit?"
"West Bound and Down, 18 Wheels Are Rolling We Gonna Do What They Say Can't Be Done We've Got A Long Way To Go, And A Short Time To Get There I'm West Bound, Just Watch Ol' Bandit Run!"
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Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions.
