C went about as well as it could, I guess. H was uncomfortable at first, but opened up pretty easily. There were times he was getting so emotional that he had to stop because he didn't want to cry, and others he was so angry he was almost yelling. I validated all of his feelings, listened without interrupting, and let him speak and say what he needed to say.
He said that right now, he can't even focus on whether or not he wants to save the M, right now his focus is on trying to learn to love himself again. My C asked him if he expected me to "wait" for him, and he said he couldn't expect me to do that, but if I would he would be happy.
I can tell that he is hurting. I think I need to love him enough to let him go. And by let him go I don't mean D, I mean let him go down his road and I continue to go down mine with no expectations.
He did say he would like to come back, so that is a good baby step.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤
