I have periods of calm that last from a few minutes to a few days, but even during the calm times, the situation is ALWAYS on my mind to some extent. I look forward to a time when I can live a "normal" day without having to work at it. So, I try to enjoy those calm moments as much as I can. Right now, they are like gold. Enjoy this day and every other one when you have the sense of calm. You deserve that too!