Starsky - there is no affair to cover up as far as she thinks. She is openly involved with her boss and believes she has the right to be since we are separated and she is "done". She told the kids "right after we first slept together". She feels I have no right to say anything about her life now and I suppose I don't. She seems to forget that she had an EA or worse with the same man for 8 years. That's the part she doesn't want the kids to know. She will forever claim that they were just friends and that after we separated they took their relationship to a different level. She manages to make it all look so innocent. That's what drives me nuts. She leaves her family, ***** her Boss and manages to make me look like the bad guy.
If I answered a direct question and she also did, and the answers were even slightly different, my kids would always believe her. They have told me that. They simply don't trust me. She again, looks like an angel to them. Argggg
Last night I made a brief appearance at a b'day party for a friends gf. I really didn't want to go, but I am trying to force myself to GAL and it was actually ok. I spent most of the hour I was there talking to a man I know about my sit, since he asked about my STBX and is also separating at this time. It's everywhere!!
Today, I go back to LRT. My best effort so far - 10 days. I need to do so much better.
