H has left me four times. The last time was after he picked me up from the airport from burying my mother. I dont know if I want to divorce bust anymore but it helps to gain others perspective. I found out over the weekend, that h is posting pics on dating sites. I am disgusted at the man he has become. We have no children, so I have basically went dark. We are living apart but in another state from our family. I am in the process of making the painful decision to move back home and away from him. I need to be around my family and I do have a job here but nothing else. Somehow, I feel guilty leaving him here and moving back home but I love the old h, not the one that I see now. Kee
