I am contemplating filing too. But I know me, once I decide to do so, it will take me a couple of months to do. So I am not afraid of acting on impulse. I am not afraid of making a decision any more. I am going to take control.
On your unrelated note....PROGRESS is what I call it. You are learning, you are becoming a better you. That is what this is all about.
I was in a R like that 15 years ago, and vowed it would never happen again. and it hasn't. For me, It was really more about the type of people I chose to be with, rather than about me. But I learned.
BITS
M:34 W:28 SD:9 D:6 (pr) M:3 T:6 Separated 1/16/11 ILYBNILWY 10/25/10 PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10
I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...