my h and son gave me necklace

[MrBond]

rysmom,

all of that happened in the PAST. It's the PAST that you're stuck in. And the MC isn't to blame for your break-up. It comes down to you and your H. But again that's all in the PAST.

What are you going to do in the PRESENT?

25yearsmlc is right. You have to choose to get up and do something about it. Stop living in the past and live for your future.