I suffered from major depression and anxiety before h left. i am not looking for sympathy I am just telling it like it is. i feel responsible for h having A too, because i stopped sleeping with him the 6 mos. before. I am having a lot of trouble forgiving myself. I was sleeping in the spare room because i wasn't able to sleep because of peri menopause, and also h wanted to have the tv on when we were sleeping and it interrupted my sleep. Also the bad therapist i was seeing for depression for 5 yrs from 2001-2006 suggested h and i separate to make our m better, we were only having minor disagreements about $ and doing more things together, and h was very hurt therapist said this but didnt talk about it, he would go and cry in his car, and went and met ow then. i listened to her like a fool and she ruined my m and my life.
