I'm still here

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Islander, I did just check out your thread and I can relate to how your feeling lately.
I also have contemplated filing for D just to get all of this over with, but then I stop myself and wonder if that is truly what I want or if I'm just reacting to my pain. I know that I can't react on impulse.

On a completely unrelated note, I was watching some BS on Mtv about couples who don't trust one another and all I have to say is I never, ever want a relationship like that ever again. The controlling, the jealousy, it's exhausting. I will never have a relationship like that ever again.