I'm still here

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I really don't know how I feel about him going.
In the beginning, I wanted us to be able to work on our marriage, but things just don't seem to be heading in that direction.
We barely see one another, we talk via text and almost never speak on the phone. I feel like I am in a long distance relationship with someone I will never see.
I used to feel like we were so close, and now I feel like we're not.

I understand he is scared, I know I've hurt him. If he can't even get over that fear and try, then what am I holding on for?