Oh NO, H text me last night. He said He is going to file the papers and to not waist the money on an attourney, our M is dead and that He loves me as a friend.
I didnt respond. I cryed histerically. I went to my parents house to break the news. He kept texting when I got there. I didnt respond to any of the texts. He said He has been crying a lot and does not know what to do. He said he loves me so much. He said we have to let go of the M, and this is final and he is sorry.
Then he text back again, and said : ok, so I will hold off on the paper work crap.
Then he tried calling me and I couldnt pick up becuase I was histerical crying and did not want to.
Then he text on accident (probably becuase he was drunk) to a friend saying "there a police song called king of pain, lols buddy - we will be ok". I didnt understand that text,so I think it was meant for someone else.
Then today he asked if he could come ask me some questions. I said, I am very busy today and I am not ready to talk yet and maybe try again in a few weeks.
I dont know what to do. I dont want a D, but I dont want to live the way I was either. I am so confused.
Why is he jumping the gun so fast this time. He just really must not love me at all. I am a freaking mess. All this after having the best year of our lives together in 2009 piecing our M back together. What should I do. I need advise Please. TIPPER
