No, i want to be a strong person that understands things better and doesnt react to hardships. I want to be the BEST father for my boys. We have a great relationship and I dont want THAT to EVER be diminished.

I want to assess situations and not let things get to me.

I am passionate about life and sometimes that serves me very well and other times ... Well you know.

I just want to be happy again. Look forward to things and NOT think about HER most of the time.

That is what I want right now! That is all I can hope for in the near future.

Im not 100% sure which thread you meant though to be honest. My rather lengthy one " Mission 25"

No I dont want to be the man portrayed in that however, I did mention to one of our guidance councillers that I wanted to change.

She said " dont change too much because we like you here, alot"

I did appreciate that but i know I need to change some things.

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BITS
M-46
W-42
M-16y
T-19 y
s10 s15
BombDec.19/09
Sep-F16/10
Sep Papers signed by W- June 30/10
Recon July 5/10
PA foundOut- Oct 30/10
Mental HospNov/10
moved out Nov/10
Leg Sep Mar 15/11