Journaling: There is very little new to report. This will ramble a bit, I am venting.
When I spoke with W last week her parting words to me were “Now there is nothing more I need you for” my reaction was “Ok, well goodbye then” and to hang up. She was also saying goodbye at the same time, in all of these conversations she is also trying to be the person ending the call. It is as if she is being coached.
Her comment was gutting and this is not the only time she has made statements like this. They seem intended to hurt, but I cannot afford to let them get to me.
On Mother’s day W visited my mother. She brought her a card, and a bag of snack chips mom likes. W proceeded to describe how grand her life is now and the mobile home she has purchased. She upset mom quite a lot. After W left mom threw the card away. Growing up during the depression mom could not through away the snack chips. She was still upset when I got home this weekend.
Our daughter was upset after she found out what W had done while visiting my mom, her grandmother. Our daughter called W and expressed her frustration with W and her childish behavior. Our daughter celebrated her 28th B-day this past weekend. She did not include W. I don’t know what she or her brother did for mothers day for W. They sent their grandmother a bouquet of flowers. I had given mom her gifts before leaving on Saturday.
I spoke with our son during the week. He was on a 72hr alert when he called. I hope he can drop me a card with his address. I have a package ready to send.
I spent most of yesterday moping around the house. It was dreary outside. I did manage to walk the dog through two pet stores and speak with one of his trainers for a short while at one store.
I have the report from the third realtor. We are underwater and another piece of wonderful news the lender are permitted to go after the difference in this state.
BITS Me 55, ACK, when did that happen? Doesn't feel like 55 D 30 S 27
You create your own universe as you go along - Winston Churchill
