STBX just called me at work to give me crap (politely though) for discussing our situation and her relationship with OM with kids. I have tried not to do so, but sometimes the conversation regarding our futures etc does go that way.

I stayed calm, but again showed just how much I miss her and how much of a mess I am. I can't manage to even sound strong over the phone. I am now just managing to not lose it.

God, I hate this.


50 years old.

Ontario, Canada

Loving Marriage #2 with the perfect person.