This weekend was great. Good weather. Used saturday wisely by finishing up lot of house work that needed to be done. Went on a 2 hour cycle ride which was great!
Sunday, just spent whole day watching tons of netflix movies and eating Thank god for netflix during these times...
Looks like my SIL is visiting wife. Her whole family is attending her cousin's wedding. Sure wife needed a backup and her sister is to help her out.
Sometimes i wonder. Does wife realize what she is losing only if she stays by herself?. Right now she has so much help from family when it comes to taking care of daughter, she might not realize how hard it is gonna be if she stays by herself. On one i want her to realize this. On the other, i am glad that she has help from her family.
On sunday i slipped and fell couple of stairs, when it just hit me. If something were to happen to me, no one would ever know. It has been over a month that wife initiated a call. And even that was just for asking about divorce. She has not called once since December to even ask if i was okay. Made me wonder at that time if i even exist for her. Pretty pathetic feeling. But i got over quickly. No more pity party.
Glad to be back at work on monday. Looking forward with excitement to see daughter on weekend and apprehension to meeting with wife and her sister.
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Thank god for netflix during these times...