Positively moving forward

[awest1217]

H is starting to get angry with me because I keep asking him about the stuff in the house. The movers come on Wednesday, but yesterday he came to get some more things and left some empty boxes. I asked him what they were for because my house is already messier than I like because of his boxes being upstairs instead of the basement because "it will cost more for the movers to go up and down the stairs". He said there were a few games he wanted, although he told me numerous times there was nothing he wanted. He actually said many times when I asked him to get his stuff "there is nothing there I want since I have lived without it for this long".

Now he is looking through tools and taking some, which he told me he didn't want any of them because he already bought more. (must be nice to just be able to buy stuff whenever you want) Then now he wants some of the games. I don't want the ones he wants so it isn't a problem, but now that he has one month to get stuff he is saying he wants this or that. It frustrates me beacuse I have been asking for months or even a year for him to go through stuff and pick out what he wants and doesn't want, but he refused and said he didn't want anything. Now he wants to take his time and go through stuff, which upsets me because I planned on having some of the stuff, and if he would have told me before he wanted it, it would have been packed already. UGH!

I am just overly sensitive with everything ending. Some hours (and honestly it is hours) I am so excited to move on, then others I am angry again about how he could do this to me (especially since OW is now hanging out with S a lot and H didn't tell me...I guess our communication when it comes to S is still one sided), then I am sad...just all over the place.

Today I sign the papers. They will be filed tomorrow of Wednesday and I am praying the judge signs them without a trial.

Then Wednesday the movers come and I have to direct them as to what to get because H is "busy". So maybe by the end of the week this will be over.