Just need to get on here so I did not lose it and txt or call H. He just left for work after me waking up and saying Good Morning nothing back. I sleep on the couch now so I turned on the TV and just laid on the couch he call from the kitchen when did you make this is it still good I say yes.
I then tell him before he leaves that surgery is next Monday and I asked him to take me. Should not have but don't have any other choice pretty much. He tells me fine. Then txt to say if our S16 could take out the garbage. I txt back I will.
I just miss him so much right now I can not even believe that I am here like this. I sometimes go to our bedroom when he leaves. Just to lay on his side of the bed to try to be close to him (smell him). Well today is the first day since this has started April 17th that he made the bed.I have been the one going in and making the bed. This for some reason makes me very sad.
