Your thoughts are perfectly normal, just don't obsess about them. I also think a lot of the questions we have we know the answers to, but others we never will. We get confused, then obsess. I think one day it will all make sense.

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ILYBNILWY 10/25/10
PA discovered 11/12/10, began about 10/1/10

I am not who I was, I am being remade, I am new...