when the demons creep in about how great it all is with OM, the constant fireworks, the magic telepathy, etc. INSTEAD let's turn it into HIS Demons...think of HIM having gas, bad breath, being irritable, smothing with idiotic crap, getting drunk and being a goofy sloppy drunk, or simply flossing too vigorously, clipping his toenails, not getting her jokes b/c he's too dense, not understanding any of her topical references b/c he has no idea who she is referring to, has no WELL FORMED opinions on events, economics or his own finances, is dating "UP" with your w but really that means she's dating down......She said "YOU MADE" her feel lower "ranked" but the good news there is, that's not going to happen anymore.
You're right that if you two end up staying m, it'll be a better m, and if not, YOU will be a better man. That part is already happening Denver...already happening.
I'm working 25... trying to turn my thinking ... I am having fleeting moments of understanding where I am, what I need to do, and that I am okay...
M 43 X 38 T 13 W moves out of home 11/2010 Roller coaster from hell 2/2011-5/2012 I request divorce 5/2012 W moves home 6/2012 Good time 7/2012 - 1/2015 I leave 3/2016 process of divorce
