The year of not my problem

[AJM]

Journaling: got some texts from the stbx the other day. Pissed me off - the tone, not the content. It was about a final bill and she was very childish about how she went about it. It was very emotional laden on her part. Was like talking to a 5th grader. Her most common answer? 'Watever' Keep in mind this was via text.
I think I'm still concerned she might try to come back. I don't want that. I am no longer willing to make the marriage work. I know that much. I think I may be concerned because of what the therapist said a long time ago about me being done and her making up her mind sometime after that. Also because her anger feels like a connection. I don't like that. In my mind, if she wants to be gone, it hurt, sometimes still does, but I have no way to change that. It never was what I wanted until now. But I do not want any kind of connection at all. I see no reason to and I see danger and lack of boundaries if they are maintained.

That's how I feel about it anyway. Rational or not? I haven't figured that out yet.

I received a revised copy of the sep agreement to look over. Haven't had the time yet. Been having a great weekend with my son. Not ready to work yet

Later,

AJ