This emotional rollercoaster is no fun at all! Only hours after my post above and I am so tempted to contact STBX it's driving me nuts. Sundays, I have too much time on my hands and I think what this day used to be like - as recently as a year ago, when STBX would come to our house, we would grocery shop together, have dinner with the kids and often play Scrabble together.
I will get through this day somehow and hopefully feel better tomorrow. I am going to go work out now in the hopes that the endorphins will brighten my day. I had to come her just to vent and to promise that I won't call her, because I need to stay with my quit and keep moving forward.
