Ha yes I so agree with Clinging to hope. You are still very young. Many people don't even think about marriage until they are 30. But divorce is dreadful. Yes the trust is an issue. It's unbelievable that someone that you believed that you could trust could treat you so badly. It goes to show that you should not rush things. Take one day at a time and eventually I'm sure you will start to feel better. It just cannot be rushed that's all.