Who am I now?

[irishblessings]

Well - I was speechless. As luck would have it I was getting out of my car and there he was walking down the other aisle - hand in hand, with a bounce in his step. She looked a good 10 years older than me - nothing like what I expected. The real tragedy today was the look on my son's face when he saw the two of them holding hands and sitting in the stands. I kept a brave face on and kept occupied with my friend's baby. But truly, I was blown away.

Ended up having a wonderful night - my girls were in and it was son's prom. I have amazing people in my life.

But I have to let it go - I no longer know who he is. I need to learn to not care.