Back here again - why oh why?

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thanks DG and Sandi for my link.

Last night was the first night he slept in the spare room. Up until now we were still in the same bed, but no contact.

I guess it upset me quite a bit that he couldnt even bare to be in the same room. We can't even have a conversation. The situation is so depressing that my glimmer of hope is disappearing

We had a heated argument today, he keep saying "i just want you out of my hair!" "when are you moving out?" "Don't u think its weird that its over and your still here?"He keeps re-enforcing the fact that he has made up his mind. I want to believe that it can still work, and i hope that MC this week will open our minds (he has said he will come with me now, but to prove that this M is not worth it)

I know DG, you said that if he is so uncomfortable with me than he should move out, but what if its his dad home?

His dad gave him the house to live in and i obliged to move out?
I dont know if i have any rights to stay at a house that isnt even mine after all these years.

This is the question, if i move back to my parents.. it is closer to friends and work OR should i stay in the house and GAl and hopefully he sees that i have changed. He thinks that me staying is just being desperate and holding onto nothing.

This is the 2nd separation now..i know DBing works but now its round 2, am i too expect it to work again for our marriage?