I always had control of sorts and I now have none in this sitch. Its such a life learning lesson; one I was never interested in learning.
OMG, that is so very true. Learning to LIVE the Serenity prayer and to turn things over to a Higher Power, (and not take it back the next day) was perhaps the biggest lesson. That, and truly forgiving someone, mostly as a favor to yourself...yeah, hard hard lessons to learn. But such good ones.
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