Sometimes I just miss him so damn much. I'd love to feel his arms around me or hear his voice in my ear. I try not to think about that stuff too much but sometimes it's hard not to.
I think most of us here know this feeling too well. Its sh*t. Real sh*t.Nothing worse than expecting some kind of contact from a WAS, and to get zero.It really messes your mind.
Like everyone suggest, keep yourself busy... its always hard at first, trying to occupy yourself but your mind is thinking about S. And in the back of our head we think "is the WAS thinking about me too?"
Down the track...these "missing" feelings appear less and less and at the same time i find it that's when we start loving ourselves a bit more and more. After my first separation it was hard, tough hard. The first month was terrible but then i GAL did the 180..and i was starting to love life again. (This happiness led my H to see the differences) we did reconcile BUT even if we didn't i knew i was on the road to recovery.
One day at a time.
Me: 28 H:30 M:19/03/09 Renewed vows in home country: 19/03/10 Together: 7 1/2 years Married : 2yr 3 months S:26/06/10 reconciliation started: 1/10/10 Separation 2: 4/5/2011
