I'm still here

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I'm kind of all over the place right now.

I was in a really good mood earlier. I went with a friend to see a movie and it was really funny. We laughed the entire movie.
Then after I got home I finished watching a movie I had started previously and the ending was sad and then I felt depressed.

I hate how I can go from one extreme to the next.

Not one word from H today, and that makes me sad. He usually at least says hi or something through out the day, but nothing. There could be a million reasons why he hasn't and I know I really shouldn't speculate.

Sometimes I just miss him so damn much. I'd love to feel his arms around me or hear his voice in my ear. I try not to think about that stuff too much but sometimes it's hard not to.