Punkin, I'm very sorry about the settlement, but you do have some time to think about what you want to do. Yes, a few months isn't long, but you've got to let the dust settle in order to think through what exactly you want to do. Please do not make any rash decisions until your heart and emotional state have settled a bit.
Please, above all else, take care of yourself.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
