(((PUNKIN))) I am so sorry you are struggling with this grief. I too have felt this way on and off for a couple of weeks. I have come to the conclusion that I can't keep up this house by myself and I am working on it in order to put it on the market. Though H has not filed for divorce yet, I can't wait for that, I have to get out from underneath the payment and all the work. I too am sad that I have to sell it. When we bought the house we said we would never move again, and searched for the right house we would retire in, but it seems that isn't going to happen. So, as I paint and prepare my house for sale I am grieving too, for the death of my marriage, for the hopes and dreams we had in our future.
Have a drink for me.
Blessings,
Lorie W47 H48 D16 M20 H gone 11/9/10 lives w/OW
When you forgive,you heal. When you let go,you grow. When you cry to God, you surrender. When you love unconditionally, you show others Christ's love.