Side note. I really need to write down the crazy things he is doing and how he is not thinking right now. It will help me remember just how unstable he is even though he sounds so very sure of himself.

1 - Didn't realize I would want to look through all our possessions and decide for myself what to take or what not to take.
2 - Goes to get out of the house and read somewhere at 10pm after everything (ie coffee shops) are closed.
3 - Left his Kindle on the shelf here by the door and hasn't picked it up in 3 days. He is an avid reader and reads every day on his walk to and from work (a high point of his day for relaxing and relieving stress).
4 - Moves out of the house with only an air mattress and some clothes into an expensive short term rental.
5 - Needs the car tonight to move things yet he is going out drinking with his pals. Can't drive the car if you're drunk...

These are the only ones I can remember right now. You'd have to understand how my H is to understand why it's so odd for him to not think clearly, logically and intelligently about everything.


-Calystra