Won't stand for a broken family

[Timetotry]

Journaling:

Wed H had to pick up D1 from college. All day I was getting texts and even a few calls as if we were M. To the point that he called me to hear a song on the radio that was played again and again our last trip down. One call he even slipped 'babe'. Told D1 on the ride home that we are communicating so much better. Told D1 he hopes that the dog would not be an issue if he decides to move home. He also kept referring to 'home' and not 'the house' to her. She came home saying he kept talking about me and it seems as if he wants back.

Yesterday met up at D3s softball game. Sat next to me and asked me about my last few work days, etc. I started getting cold, he ran to my car to get my jacket even though I said I didnt need it. He said about a job offer in Florida but said "we can't just up and move for that its not enough". Wow, we? Future? Came home and H started texting and even calling. didnt respond right away ans was asking if I was mad at something. I said no and what made him feel that way and he didn't know why. The said he will pick up dinner and be over around 6.

Today H text about dinner and said he will be over and asked the order. Told him kids orders. He text again saying "What do you want?". I wanted to see if he even wanted to include me.

I feel as if I am detaching more, especailly last night and it seems as if when I do, he is drawn in. Hope tonight brings more positive energy.

Just don't know if I should bring up what the IC said.