So this morning I was simply expecting her to be in full WAW mode. I bought her coffee as a peace offering, then on my way home she sent me a cute sleepy smiley. I arrived home a few minutes later, then gave her, Her cup. She seemed overjoyed to see me, and to get coffee. I guess she noticed my relief because she asked why I was in such a good mood. I told her it was the coffee. She was playing with the stuffed animal I got her for our anniversary. We have this thing where we give the stuffed animals voices, and we interact with them as if they were our pets. Every stuffed animal has a different personality. I know it's weird, but it brings us lots of laughs and smiles.
She then asked me what WE were doing on June 4. I told her there were no plans to which she said "there's plans now". One of the cousins she hung out last week with was having a house warming party that day on the other side of the border. I told her that maybe I could get permission to go, she then said it would be awkward if I went for her cousins. (what am I supposed to do that weekend without a car and her 6 hrs away?!)
I stepped out to take a nap, woke up she was still in a good mood. She asked if I was going to play cards tonight. We have had plans for weeks to watch Priest. Then again based on the sitch she is probably wondering how I feel. I told her I still want to go, she said premiere nights are always crowded. As of now I have no clue what she wants for tonight better make plans and be firm as to what I want.
I thought it was over, not sure why she calmed down. Although based on how she has acted. She is not running away. The way the fight ended I am pretty sure the marriage is still open. I even told her last night I was going to pursue partners for myself. What was I thinking, although the way I feel right now having my own OW sounds great.
She can be so wonderful, yet ever since going WAW has been twisted and evil. She currently jumps back and forth.
A friend told me something needs to happen for her to appreciate me. I have been wondering if an OW can be the catalyst. Technically it's ok right?
