I was driving home from work tonight and seriously wondering why I even want to be married to this woman. I still do, but why. After everything she has done to me, none of it deserved. She should be the one trying to get me back, but it is the other way around.
Sometimes I don't blame you and I feel the same way. That's when I take a step back and look at the big picture on why I'm doing what I'm doing and why I'm on this message board. There's a myriad of reasons, including being able to look my S in the eye someday and tell him I did everything possible, being able to look myself in the mirror for the same reason, seing shades of the woman I'm still in love with in my W, and doing what God has called me to do.
Exactly the same reasons I am doing this, and I would think the majority posting on here would say similar
Me - 37 W - 38 D - 14 S - 12 Together - 16 Married - 12 Bomb - April 13, 2011 W moved out - May 13, 2011
The man I became is changing back to the man I was........... and more
