Just thought of something that is going to be my 180 also. H has admitted to me that I have been the perfect wife for the last 5 weeks wish it could have happened 5 yrs ago. I told him I know that I am doing a great job and will continue to do a great job. That no matter what I say he will not listen to that my actions will speak to him. He said he is affair that things will go back to the way they were. He also said he is not sure if he can love me like he use to but that time will tell if he can change his feelings.
Well I have been doing a lot of thinking of things that I can change also so. Here is what I am going to tell him when he gets home tonight. That I wanted him to know that I am going to contact the woman that he says is his friend and that nothing is going on with. I know her also we did go out a few times. I want to meet her for coffee or a drink and talk to her. He knows I would never ever do this. Some one crosses me and they are done. I want to apologizes to her for think that they have something going on. Also want to let her know that she is more than welcome to my house if her and her family want to come over like she has wanted. I am want to see how this is going to go over with H.
I am going to tell him I did not have to let him know that I want to talk to her but think it is the right thing since she is his friend.
