Glamgirl, I really, really take so much inspiration from you. After my Monday meltdown, I was depressed for two days and then decided to let my natural optimism take over and bring me back to a good place. I have been praying to God to let me have self control, give me insight and guide all I do. I am starting to feel that I am truly able to forgive and put away my resentment and anger. I have turned many corners in doing this, at first it was just the words - yes, I do believe I have to forgive, but how does one go about that? Months of effort, of backsliding, of always carrying it in my heart. Now I finally do feel I am starting to take the high road. I pray to God I dn't slip. I see the role of not snooping, not investigating, in this pathway. This morning God gave me a message, He explained to me why my H thinks I am controlling. He told me what to do. I feel I am blessed. My H also prays, whenever we have a chance I lead our family in prayer in the evenings before sleeping - H, my D and I, and I believe it is what keeps us together. Thanks again and keep sharing!
Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18 Bomb: 6/26/10 EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ??? 11/5/11 Retrouvaille Finally piecing.... Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go
