Backslid just a little this morning. Got up and went downstairs before he left. He came down and asked me where the fan thing was for the air mattress and I said I didn't know. He looked for it for a little bit then left for work.

Before he went, I walked up to him and took his hand and said.
M: I wish you wouldn't do this.
H: I know. I just can't relax here.
M: I understand.
M: I think we can make this work.
H: I know. I'm sorry.

Then I let go of his hand and walked away a little weepy.

I know, bad girl. But I felt like I needed to say something about him walking out like this on me again.


-Calystra