Originally Posted By: Beatrice
What is lacking is peace.


That is it.

I understand all of what is happening with her and I know she is in much more pain than I will ever know or understand.

There is a lack of peace and fulfillment. You can do all you want for yourself and live your life the best way you can...

But there is still a lack.

A void.

And that is just sharing your life with someone.

That is the honest answer deep down.

My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am