Originally Posted By: J3B
the need to bank to coals to melt steel angry to overcome the patience and compassion.


And what did you all think?

I am made of steel?

I am

not.

I

Want to

Live with my W.

Sleep next to my W.

I want

To share my life

with my W.

Trouble is she ain't there.

Trouble is she has the emotional maturity of an 8 year old.

Trouble is it likely will take intensive therapy for her to begin to get better.

Trouble is she doesn't recognize this.

Trouble is I don't think I want to sign up for more of sharing my life with someone who is always a victim of other people

Real or imagined, It is her reality and I have to pretend there are monsters under the bed with her.

Calm her fears like a little child.

I want children I just don't want to be married to one.

She tells me I treat her like a child.

Her words and actions tell me she considers a M to be Carte Blanche to do whatever you want and I am just supposed to accept it.

That is not healthy for me. Because I don't feel that way.

Originally Posted By: Cat
Becuase you KNOW she can't do that right now, maybe not ever...


So when do I leave this empty place?

My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am