Well, this is getting very frustrating. I post and it is days later before I see my post. I actually posted I believe on Tuesday at noon and have still not seen my post yet.......
Regardless, we have moved further towards divorce. My wife said she thinks we should not sleep in the same bed, and I said, "you are welcome to sleep in the other room". I think that took her by surprise. Well, it is night 2 of her sleeping in the other room.
Not sure how I feel. Of course I miss her, but also maybe this has to happen for her to have some sense of what it will be like to be divorced and away from me. Maybe she will have one ounze of remorse, just maybe. But then I think I can't do that to myself, think about her actions. I need to focus on me.
Well, I have about 3 weeks before there is the 1st court appearance. I need to get a lawyer to help me out. What is a temporary order? I think that is what it is called.
Very quiet with the wife. We have dinner together, play with our son together, but as cold as it can get. She has shown some interest in me, with a few questions, but mainly all about herself. Such as I had a fire by myself, and she asked "How was the fire" but that is it. I am really feeling that it is over.
I feel likee I should plan something for us to do, but i don't want to smother her, but I feel like I can't sit idle by. Any opinions? please comment if u could. thanks
