Yeah, ouch...easy to see how that happened though. Anyhow, not to put salt in the wound but to be clear, are you guys still not ML? And if not, what does she say about it? Are you worried she's using you to see the world and then going to leave? Does she think she has "issues" or does she think it's all about your R/M and not so much her stuff, but a reflection on your M.
Um, $4k on 2 bikes? Wow, they better be sweet bikes!! My cousins took a year off and biked the coast of Spain to France and it's incredible how little you actually have to have with you to live. Their bikes were sweet too.
Keep us posted. If your changes are real and permanent, man, it's crazy to lose that. You're a man only a fool would leave. If she doesn't get it, and it's real, then it's her loss. You won't be alone all your life.
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016