Who am I now?

[irishblessings]

Thank you friends - I needed your strength. My S shared the letter with me. I did not let my S see the pain it caused me. I said "so what do you think?" - and he said "it is what it is" - I said "well he is reaching out and that is nice." Then he left for practice and I broke down.

Who was I - what was I - who am I now? Pretty appropriate thread name. Didn't see it coming. H knew that S would share this with me - he knew.

I don't know what I am doing.