Glam Do you work full time? I have a problem with obsessing about h and ow and what they are doing. I only work part time now. I wish i could find more work or some kind of volunteer work to get my mind off of them. I just can't shake this depression and obsessing. I text h today and said i dont know how u can sleep at night for how you broke your son's heart. I had a lot of anger today. I usually never say anything neg. to h. I am at my wits end over this. i wake up at 4am every morning worrying about it.