You have learned much, young Jedi. LOL!

Good for you, my friend.

This does suckk in many ways. Too many, in my opinion. But, what an opportunity for growth we probably would not have had.

It is a ongoing thing, living life.

We can only hope that we learn, we grow, we change, we love. We take the lessons and apply them where we can.

Each day I strive to be the person I was meant to be. Some days I make it, some days I dont. But each day I try.

Eric, it is ok, the feelings you have. It means you are alive. It means you love deeply.

And always, always we must try to get to a place of peace. I truly feel we get there when we are really able to wish our spouses no harm, when we wish them happiness.