This does suckk in many ways. Too many, in my opinion. But, what an opportunity for growth we probably would not have had.
It is a ongoing thing, living life.
We can only hope that we learn, we grow, we change, we love. We take the lessons and apply them where we can.
Each day I strive to be the person I was meant to be. Some days I make it, some days I dont. But each day I try.
Eric, it is ok, the feelings you have. It means you are alive. It means you love deeply.
And always, always we must try to get to a place of peace. I truly feel we get there when we are really able to wish our spouses no harm, when we wish them happiness.